I guess I should put something “about” me on here huh?

I can tell you this… I am trying to love Jesus more every day.  I’m trying to be what He created me to be… honestly I don’t even know fully what that looks like.  I used to think I knew…

I struggle with Anxiety and Depression due to Hashimoto’s disease and Lyme disease. I’ve had cancer 3 times, and it’s ravaged my body. So this is the blog of a broken woman, physically, mentally, spiritually….

Anymore the longer I live, the more apparent my need for Him is, and the more I am grateful He rescued me.  He chased me.  He gave me people in my life that were more stubborn than me and were going to love me whether I liked it or not.  (Sometimes I literally hated that…).  But He always wins.

Jesus is the answer, however the way the church and “Christianity” do things at times is not fully what He had in mind. I’m here to just challenge us to do better. That’s all.

I don’t sugar coat things. I don’t exchange being “nice” for covering the truth. Nice doesn’t matter more than truth.

I’m grateful for what God’s done in my life… and now I just want to give whatever I can of myself to Him.  Sometimes I make that messier than it needs to be.  Sometimes I hold back because I don’t think it’s good enough, and sometimes I am so scared I’ll succeed that I mess things up on purpose.  But He loves me regardless and is happy to take whatever I’ll give Him… He is amazing like that.

So about me… it’s really about Him.  Everything about my life, is merely brushstrokes in the giant canvas that He has created in this world…

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